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  • Published: 15 June 2019
  • ISBN: 9781844884308
  • Imprint: Penguin eBooks
  • Format: EBook
  • Pages: 224

Mind on Fire

Shortlisted for the Wellcome Book Prize 2019




A searing, immersive account of profound mental illness

Arnold Thomas Fanning had his first experience of depression during adolescence, following the death of his mother. Some ten years later, an up-and-coming playwright, he was overcome by mania and delusions. Thus began a terrible period in which he was often suicidal, increasingly disconnected from family and friends, sometimes in trouble with the law, and homeless in London.

Drawing on his own memories, the recollections of people who knew him when he was at his worst, and medical and police records, Arnold Thomas Fanning has produced a beautifully written, devastatingly intense account of madness - and recovery, to the point where he has not had any serious illness for over a decade and has become an acclaimed playwright. In a remarkably vivid present-tense narrative, Fanning manages to convey the consciousness of a person living with mania, psychosis and severe depression.

Very few people have gone through what Arnold Thomas Fanning went through and emerged alive, well, and capable of telling the tale with such skill and insight. Mind on Fire is a book anyone who has experienced mental illness, or is close to someone who is mentally ill, or who wishes to understand the workings of the disordered mind.

  • Published: 15 June 2019
  • ISBN: 9781844884308
  • Imprint: Penguin eBooks
  • Format: EBook
  • Pages: 224

Praise for Mind on Fire

Mind on Fire is a truly powerful, arresting, haunting account. Arnold Thomas Fanning has reckoned with the darkest matter of his heart and mind, and I challenge anyone not to be moved by that.

Sara Baume

In this strange and singular book, Arnold Thomas Fanning mercilessly excavates the infernal underworld of his own years of madness. As reminiscent as it occasionally is of John Healy's The Grass Arena, and even of Orwell's Down and Out in Paris and London, the book is ultimately not quite like anything else I've read, and brought me as close to the lived reality of mental illness as I have ever been. It's a significant achievement: a painful, inexorable work of autobiography, whose existence is its own form of redemption.

Mark O'Connell

[A] painfully intense, courageous and gripping account of [Fanning's] journey to the underworld of madness and back. This is a brave and instructive book.

Irish Times

Extraordinary. An account of mental illness, grief, delusions, homelessness, a fractured family relationship ... and all while trying to recover and create. Superb writing on a frequently difficult subject.

Sinéad Gleeson

A spellbinding memoir that should prove both moving and hopefully cathartic for the reader

RTÉ Culture

This is an extraordinary memoir about how it feels to be depressed, delusional, desperate

Observer

Told in tight and immediate first-person, and imbued with a startling momentum that ratchets unnervingly, Fanning's publishing debut ... is a significant achievement and should be a talking point in publishing this year

Irish Independent

Fanning's debut book lays it on the line in a deeply personal and compelling chronicle of his descent into depression and his way back out.

RTE Guide

Unsparingly direct, searing and honest ... It is gripping to read and must have been exhausting to live

Prof Brendan Kelly, Medical Independent

One of the most gripping and revealing memoirs I've read in a long time. A controlled and artful exploration of absolute loss of control, an unsettling and at times very moving reconstruction of a period of serious mental illness, Mind on Fire is a beautiful book about a terrifying thing.

Mark O'Connell, Irish Times Books of the Year

Gripping

Sinéad Gleeson, Irish Times Books of the Year

Wonderful

Joseph O'Connor, Irish Times Books of the Year

Shocking

Liz Nugent, Irish Times Books of the Year

A ratcheting pace, a tight first-person immediacy, and utterly staggering to be a passenger over its entire warped course ... An indelible, ground-shaking account

Hilary A White, Irish Independent, Memoir of the Year, Best Reads of 2018

Poignant, beautifully detailed memoir

Sarah Gilmartin, Irish Times, Best Debuts of 2018

Brave and illuminating

Sunday Business Post

Incredibly important

Emilie Pine, author of Notes to Self

Arnold Thomas Fanning offers the most vivid and unflinching window into the mind of someone who is in the throes of madness ... It was like nothing I'd read before

Rick Edwards