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Radically honest and fiercely intelligent, the word-of-mouth #1 bestseller on modern womanhood and coming-of-age.

'I am afraid of being the disruptive woman. And of not being disruptive enough. I am afraid. But I am doing it anyway.'

In this dazzling debut, Emilie Pine speaks powerfully from her painful personal experience - on the emotional labour of caring for her alcoholic father, on the unspeakable grief of miscarriage and infertility, on the social taboos around menstrual blood and female pain, on the ways young women use their own bodies as a weapon against themselves. Courageous, humane and uncompromising, devastatingly poignant and yet never self-pitying, these pieces investigate and challenge society's assumptions around pain, strength, resilience and identity, ultimately embracing joy and hope in the business of living.

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  • Paperback

    9780241986226

    June 18, 2019

    Hamish Hamilton

    192 pages

    RRP $22.99

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  • Hardback

    9780241393642

    February 5, 2019

    Hamish Hamilton

    192 pages

    RRP $27.99

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  • Notes to Self
    Emilie Pine

    EBook

    9780241986233

    January 31, 2019

    Penguin eBooks

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