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A haunting tale of war, love and loss from the author of Birdsong and A Week in December

A haunting tale of war, love and loss from the author of Birdsong and A Week in December
The Sunday Times bestseller

On a small island off the south coast of France, Robert Hendricks – an English doctor who has seen the best and the worst the twentieth century had to offer – is forced to confront the events that made up his life. His host is Alexander Pereira, a man who seems to know more about his guest than Hendricks himself does.

The search for the past takes us through the war in Italy in 1944, a passionate love that seems to hold out hope, the great days of idealistic work in the 1960s and finally – unforgettably – back into the trenches of the Western Front.

This moving novel casts a long, baleful light over the century we have left behind but may never fully understand. Daring, ambitious and in the end profoundly moving, this is Faulks’s most remarkable book yet.

Reviews

A masterpiece…a terrific novel, humming with ideas, knowing asides, shafts of sunlight, shouts of laughter and moments of almost unbearable tragedy

Toby Clements, Sunday Telegraph

Compelling...profoundly moving

Leyla Sanai, The Independent on Sunday

A pleasure from start to finish…WHERE MY HEART USED TO BEAT is that rare book, a page-turning read that also has a significant intellectual and emotional charge.

Alexander Larman, Sunday Express

There is everything here: love, loss, death, war, history, memory, ideas, travel, friendship, rivalry, chance – and sex. It comes in an immaculately crafted package that continues an ingenious dual-timeline with plot twists that serve the reader with the exact impression of what it might be to live the life of the novel’s gimlet-eyed and engaging narrator, Dr Robert Hendricks

Sunday Telegraph

Combining as it does the cultural narrative of a complex century forsaken by God and certainty, a serious investigation into the vulnerability of the human mind and an old-fashioned – in the best sense – story of love and war, this is an ambitious, demanding and profoundly melancholy book

Guardian

a powerful and moving novel

Daily Express

This is not a wartime tragic romance, or a simple story of trauma. It is much more affecting than that.

Rosemary Goring, Herald

An intelligent and moving examination of the traumas of war. Faulks is as accomplished as ever

Scotsman, Books of the Year

It’s a melancholy tale of war, love and loss that will leave you gulping back sobs

Observer, Books 2015 in Review

Faulks gets better and better with every book. This is surely one of the year’s best novels.

John Harding, Daily Mail

Faulks writes in the grand tradition of realist fiction…Fans of Faulks — and they are legion — will find a great deal to admire and ponder and sorrow at within these pages. Its aspirations are sincere and noble

Spectator

An elegant, thoughtful novel

Sunday Mirror

One of his most haunting novels

Mail on Sunday

What makes this such an engaging, enjoyable book to read is the depth of the ideas that Faulks explores… As usual, Faulks’ historical research creates a wholly compelling world. Every detail, from glum 1980s New York to the chaos of wartime Belgium, feels fresh and convincing and the characterisation is impeccable

Sunday Express

a deeply affecting portrait

Metro

It could well be Faulks' magnum opus

Gavin Haines, World Travel Guide

expect a passionate story of love lost, delivered by a master storyteller

Good Housekeeping

Deeply philosophical…full of real heart

Heat Magazine

You’re instantly hooked. There’s a touch of Graham Greene here. The story takes off beautifully.

William Leith, Evening Standard

Faulks, always good, describes the transaction between shrink and sex worker and you’re hooked. A touch of Graham Greene here.

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Daring, ambitious and in the end profoundly moving, this is Faulk’s most remarkable book yet.

Best

Compelling...profoundly moving

Leyla Sanai, The Independent on Sunday

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Formats & editions

  • Paperback

    9780099549246

    July 18, 2016

    Vintage

    336 pages

    RRP $22.99

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  • EBook

    9781473547698

    June 30, 2016

    Vintage Digital

    336 pages

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  • Audio CD

    9781846574306

    September 15, 2015

    Audiobooks

    RRP $39.99

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  • EBook

    9781409039006

    September 10, 2015

    Cornerstone Digital

    336 pages

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